The Begining

Hello!

A Red-Carpet reception to my blog.

Wondering why the title is Double life? It’s because I am a straight acting gay. I live in a society where the term gay is a taboo. So I will have to act straight but I am a gay in my heart. So I lead a double life! I have no regrets over my orientation because the Supreme Being has destined this to me. But I am not out because my society is not mentally matured to accept as I am.

“Why don’t they see me as I am?” – Von Gogh

Many famous personalities have been homosexuals. From Socrates, Alexander to Elton John people had accepted their orientation without any guilt.

I don’t know whether this is because of my genes or the environmental factors but I debate with my self to learn how I evolved into what I am. Now I am 21 years young, fresh out of college guy entering into the world independently. I look back and see the steps through which I have climbed here. From childhood to teens and now into an adult, I trace how my thoughts have evolved, modified and matured.

If you are straight, you might feel that I am talking something useless and I must be a schizophrenic patient under medication. Even a lucky gay may feel I am making a big fuss over my orientation. But I am sorry, I feel this way and I treat this blog as a channel to pour my thoughts.

During this short phase of my life (just 21 over, more 70 or 80 years is left!!), I have met, chatted and made friends with some people. I understood the difference between lust and love, a significant lesson to be learned!

Here in this blog, I am gonna write about my early childhood experiences, my teen life and of course the interesting people I have met in this journey. But don’t expect any order as I am gonna freeze thoughts in black and white.

I once again thank you for sparing your time!